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Thursday, July 17, 2008
 well, i guess im jus an idiot. always . time n time i fail again and again. i always manage to find excuses for myself. i guess i jus dun wan to admit to the fact tt im nt working hard enuf. bt i do have to say, im proud of myself tis year at least. to be able to improve and change my attitude towards learning. its time to do wad i can and lik. do my best. i shld nt find excuses animore. and be prepared to face results even i get lousy. i only have myself to blame. jus nt trying hard enuf. alot ppl alrdy said tt to mii (actually jus my mum ) bt i jus dun wan to admit. given tt im lagging behind ppl in de first placee. i shld work even harder. mayb its time. to pay attention to my studies.=) i jus feel so depressed whenevr i get tests tt realli marks are nt nice at all. i jus disappoint every1 every1 tt expects mii to do well. and my frens. i also dunno. y all of u are so clever. tskk.it sometimes. gives mii even more pressure under de immense pressure. cnt believe it. 我真的不知道要做什么。我迷惘了。 |